GEMINI

Kiss the Ring

You feed on ecstasy
Grow fat on infamy
Smile on your lips, black and cold
Image in your head, untouchable
This throne made of ashes
Watch as your empire crashes

Down
Kill the king I wear the crown
It’s my kingdom now

And you don’t own me
No you can’t control me
I built this legacy from hopes and shattered dreams
Bow down and kiss the ring

You play the wounded soul
For those who follow you
In your eyes I see your darkest fears
Come on say the words there’s no saint here
This throne made of ashes
Watch as your empire crashes

Down
Kill the king I wear the crown
It’s my kingdom now

And you don’t own me
No you can’t control me
I built this legacy from hopes and shattered dreams
Bow down and kiss the ring

You speak of loyalty
But your side is all you see
Cutting ties is easier than change
Ignore the truth have it your way
This throne made of ashes
Watch as your empire crashes

Down
Kill the king I wear the crown
It’s my kingdom now

You don’t own me
No you can’t control me
I built this legacy
From hopes and shattered dreams
Bow down and kiss the ring
Kiss the ring

Patron Saint

This lethal way of living ain’t working anymore
Thought I was forgiving just settling the score
Overcome by feelings I’m drowning in this mess
Do I fight for vengeance or do I confess

Novocain
Numb the pain
Burry you six feet deep
Throw the blame it’s you not me
Oh Suffering
Break these chains
Mantras of a reckless fool
Patron saint of who hurt who
(oh whoa)

Burning down the bridges spinning out of control
Daggers that we’re spitting don’t wanna fight this war
Thought we had decided pact of every
Opposing sides dividing lovers into enemies

Novocain
Numb the pain
Burry you six feet deep
Throw the blame it’s you not me
Oh Suffering
Break these chains
Mantras of a reckless fool
Patron saint of who hurt who
(oh whoa)

Who hurt who
You hurt the ones you love the most
Fighting to maintain control

Novocain
Numb the pain
Burry you six feet deep
Throw the blame it’s you not me
Oh Suffering
Break these chains
Mantras of a reckless fool
Patron saint of who hurt who
(oh whoa)

You hurt the ones you love the most
Fighting to maintain control

Heavy Hearts

How could I be this numb?
Take the hits like medicine
And bad luck follows some
I guess that’s just my heroin
Can’t give up but it’s just too much to never win

Heavy hearts fall apart when it rains
Hurt grows stronger as the good washes away
Too little spark to light the flame, no
Heartsick from the pain, with no one to blame

How could I be this cold?
Nothing feels the way it should
Left my heart on loan
You broke me down I never could
I never could

Heavy hearts fall apart when it rains
Hurt grows stronger as the good washes away
Too little spark to light the flame, no
Heartsick from the pain, with no one to blame

The skin I’m in is full of scars
Weakest fears can tear you apart
I whisper through clenched teeth
With weavering belief
Are you giving up on me?
Are you giving up on me?
How could I be this cold?
Nothing feels the way it should

Heavy hearts fall apart when it rains
Hurt grows stronger as the good washes away
Too little spark to light the flame, no
Heartsick from the pain, with no one to blame

Dangerous

I think its time we had a talk
Because your friends have had enough
Sure it was fun and you know you’re the one that keeps us young
But this bad behaviors gotta stop
But I don’t wanna stop I don’t wanna stop I don’t wanna stop

I’m dangerous you’ve pushed me to the edge
A force of nature fueled by revenge
So dangerous because I don’t regret
The choices that led me to this
Keep your plastic smiles
Domesticated lies

Keep telling me what I need
Cuz you know best obviously
A rebel letter pinned forever on my chest
Yeah I want a life that means something
I want everything I want everything I want everything

I’m dangerous you’ve pushed me to the edge
A force of nature fueled by revenge
So dangerous because I don’t regret
The choices that led me to this
Keep your plastic smiles
Domesticated lies

Are you
Are you rejected like me?
Have you
Become the enemy?

I’m dangerous you’ve pushed me to the edge
A force of nature fueled by revenge
So dangerous because I don’t regret
The choices that led me to this
Keep your plastic smiles
Domesticated lies

Dysmorphic Flower

Poisoned by every thought
By every moment that I am myself
Traitor won’t let this pass
Like a pane of glass can’t hide this hell

My body’s not my own
Weakness the mirror shows
My body’s not my own

Don’t wanna be flawed in design
My mind is a liar
I’m on razor’s edge tonight
But I’m not your martyr
Tell me this skin is divine
Dysmorphic flower
Get me out of my own head

Desperate for any shift
With every movement I fall back in place
Dying inside this shrine
Scene of the crime can’t hide my ways

Don’t wanna be flawed in design
My mind is a liar
I’m on razor’s edge tonight
But I’m not your martyr
Tell me this skin is divine
Dysmorphic flower
Get me out of my own head

What’s in the mirror isn’t me
I’ve become the enemy

Don’t wanna be flawed in design
My mind is a liar
I’m on razor’s edge tonight
But I’m not your martyr
Tell me this skin is divine
Dysmorphic flower
Get me out of my own head

Blue Skies

Sick of being sad I don’t wanna be
Call me wasted youth its just my upbringing
Another death another disappointment
Fight to keep my smile from slipping again

If I shout a little louder can I break through
The failure and the doubt I’ve got nothing left to loose
I’m bitter, Outspoken, I spiral, I’m poison
Waste of time, nevermind, I’ll be fine
Its all blue skies
Blue skies

Nothings good enough you’ve made up your mind
You would think by now I wouldn’t be surprised
Another cunt another bleeding heartbreak
Despite my best attempts it ends the same way

If I shout a little louder can I break through
The failure and the doubt I’ve got nothing left to loose
I’m bitter, Outspoken, I spiral, I’m poison
Waste of time, nevermind, I’ll be fine
Its all blue skies
Blue skies

Hold it back
Waste away
Overthinking everything I wanted to say
Grinning wide
Just deny
Live inside these dark blue skies

If I shout a little louder can I break through
The failure and the doubt I’ve got nothing left to loose
I’m bitter, Outspoken, I spiral, I’m poison
Waste of time, nevermind, I’ll be fine
Its all blue skies
Blue skies

Letter to a Friend

There’s more to living than life
There’s more to faith than what’s inside
Hold your head up high
It doesn’t have to end tonight

Closing in around you a darkness you know
With every step you keep on moving but there’s nowhere to go
You’re looking for answers to light the way
Hanging on to the grace of others asking should I stay?

There’s more to living than life
There’s more to faith than what’s inside
Hold your head up high it doesn’t have to end tonight
There’s more to love than what you see
Cuz you don’t see what you mean to me
So hold your head up high it doesn’t have to end tonight

The pain that you’re feeling I feel it too
Covered up with hollow words just to make it through
This sickness not weakness
Endless abuse
When I see you on the other side know that
I forgive you

There’s more to living than life
There’s more to faith than what’s inside
Hold your head up high it doesn’t have to end tonight
There’s more to love than what you see
Cuz you don’t see what you mean to me
So hold your head up high it doesn’t have to end tonight

Reaching out you’ve disappeared
Swallowed deep in anger and fear
Don’t give up on me tonight
We can make it out alive

There’s more to living than life
There’s more to faith than what’s inside
Hold your head up high it doesn’t have to end tonight
There’s more to love than what you see
Cuz you don’t see what you mean to me
So hold your head up high it doesn’t have to end tonight

Baseline

I’m alive I know I am inside my heart is beating
But lies I get second hand keep repeating, and defeating

Keep it bottled inside
Bring me back to baseline
No!

You’re not enough, you’re not enough just too scared to
Toughen up it’s just bad luck your hearts so easy to bruise
Not enough, not enough that you’re black and blue
Suck it up, it’s just bad luck, your hearts so easy to bruise
Woah oh Woah oh

I’ll survive, I know I can despite the life I’m leading
Counting lies with a second glance keep repeating, and defeating

Keep it bottled inside
Bring me back to baseline
No!

You’re not enough, you’re not enough just too scared to
Toughen up it’s just bad luck your hearts so easy to bruise
Not enough, not enough that you’re black and blue
Suck it up, it’s just bad luck, your hearts so easy to bruise
Woah oh Woah oh

(So easy to bruise, so easy to bruise)
Not enough Keep repeating
Start the healing
Let’s go

You’re not enough, you’re not enough just too scared to
Toughen up it’s just bad luck your hearts so easy to bruise
Not enough, not enough that you’re black and blue
Suck it up, it’s just bad luck, your hearts so easy to bruise
Woah oh Woah oh
Woah oh Woah oh

Brick by Brick

I never meant to hurt you and I never meant to leave
Paths divided but I still have hope you’ll see me

They say you can’t go back your sins stay in your past
Heartache it never lasts
NO
You know I never meant to hurt you I never meant to leave
Paths divided but I still have hope you’ll see

With the weight of the world on your shoulders
No one placed it there but you
Said I’d learn as I get older
Well my spine is cutting through
Built my wall brick by brick now I know who I am without it

Paint me in villainy opened the door so you could see
The shrapnel cut us both deep
I never meant to hurt you but I never sold a lie
Distance breaks my heart we had to say goodbye

With the weight of the world on your shoulders
No one placed it there but you
Said I’d learn as I get older
Well my spine is cutting through
Built my wall brick by brick now I know who I am without it

You are more than your words
you are more than your deeds
you are more than the monsters
fighting to break free
You are more than your words
You are more than your deeds

With the weight of the world on your shoulders
No one placed it there but you
Said I’d learn as I get older
Well my spine is cutting through
Built my wall brick by brick now I know who I am without it

Parasite

Fuck this tension you could cut with a knife
Wont play the part of your stereotype
Call me abrasive wont toe your line
Can’t bleed enough for your appetites

Hide the rot beneath perfection
Wont buy into your deception

I’m over being told I’m useless
Closing my heart to your influence
Cuz you never saw me you’d never try
I wont become your parasite

Keep demanding more and more every day
Bite my tongue so I don’t disobey
Make myself smaller for your sake
Your fragile ego cant give what it takes

Wont be your casualty
Honey I’m deadly
Fuck
Cant fit me in your box I’ve had enough

Still demanding more and more every day

Hide the rot beneath perfection
Your beliefs breed corruption
Criticize because I question
Your picture perfect deception

I’m over being told I’m useless
Closing my heart to your influence
Cuz you never saw me you’d never try
I wont become your parasite

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